Push me Master

Its been a while since I've written on here. I wish I did it more, only because that means more play time with Master.

I'm not sure if it was the fact that I broke my own personal record without cumming, or just the way Master and I are now. But the perverted things we discuss and throw at each other gets me excited and him as well.

I didn't think an ace bandage around the balls would be that intense, I mean CBT is one of my favourites and I think I can hold my own pretty well in that regard. Wanting to impress Master I bought one right away and sent him a pic through my phone, he was pleased and I couldnt wait to try it. He had me tie my balls up first with a shoe string, then wrap the bandage tightly around the balls over and over again.

At first I didnt really notice a difference, but as time passed and he asked me to edge over and over, then you REALLY start to feel the pressure on the balls. At times it was so intense I couldnt even jack my cock it was hurting so bad. I love it. He told me later he came TWICE! Highly recommend it to fellow slaves.



Gravel for Ace Ball Wrap

Master mentioned something about adding gravel to the bandage later, more pain the better, we both agree on that.






I talked to Master about letting me test shit eating, something I want to try, and has been a fantasy of mine for a long time...I get hard just thinking about how revolting it would be. Master being the master he is, gave me a long lecture about the health risks of exposing a cut in your skin or ingesting shit loaded bacteria.  He reminded me that unlike piss which is sterile, shit is not sterile at all, in fact just the opposite.  I hope he will let me.

 Its always been my dream to be literally be the dirtiest slave he has. This is a logical step to do that, its not for everyone, but I bet the submission I will  feel doing it, will be second to none.

--boi Mark

Boi Nathos and Boi Black Train Together!

 It is so long since I was writing last time... but yes, all this time am I slave of my master. In between my trainings I think of him often and actually crave to be trained more and more as the time in between gets longer and longer.


 It is true that we can't have frequent sessions because I am very busy right now with my diploma and I of course still have a boyfriend.  But it is not for trying! Last week I set my alarm to wake up at 3 am to train with my master and boi music, only to have Skype not work!  But, instead that week master helped with find USA technical information I need for my final engineering diploma project.  I am always amazed what he does to help me with my University work and I appreciate it.


Like it is written in boi music`s last post my last training was common with him. This was our idea, and Master agreed to give it a try...of course we wasted over an hour getting yahoo to work, as there are two versions, and only one works!



Boi Music/Boi Black

I was interested in training with boi Music as we do not have any blacks in the town where I grew up, very few in our whole country. He and I had been chatting with master's permission for a few weeks, and I immediately liked him.


I am going to call him " boi black" in this post because he doesn't mind and his race was one of the reasons for my fascination.  We all have misconceptions about different peoples: race, sexual orientation, etc. and I thought he was going to be really hard for me to compete against.

boi Nathos Fucks boi Black On Command

I must be honest, I wanted to beat him in training, so master would be prouder of me...and I also wanted to push myself further and further. The night before or joint training I dreamed of being ordered by master to fuck boi black and hearing him yell at me "harder! Harder!...I did and loved it.

boi Black Cums without Permisson

 The joint training was amazing, although I expected more from black boi. I was surprised that he came so quick, but he was hard punished for that.  I was amazed at his huge load, as he came hands free!

boi Black Punished for Cumming

Sir asked me if I felt sorry for him and my answer was: "of course not"!  I do think he disappointed his master and when slave does not do what master says, he must be punished!






After Master sent him to a corner naked on his knees in his room to stare at the wall with cum dripping from his cock; my training got underway in earnest. Well for me  that training a tough one, but like black boi already said, I did it well and I am happy and very proud for this.

I am also happy that black boi saw some new elements of our master/slave relationship and even different methods of training.


I only train when my bf is not in our apt as I said in a very early post I have decided not to tell him as he would never understand, nor will he ever be a dom, but he is the one I love and we do not have actual sex without each other.  Before, we got started, he called to tell me what time he would be home, so I chatted with him, just as I normally do.




I Love My BF

 Later both black boi and master mentioned that they enjoyed seeing how happy I was just to talk to him about my day before he came home.  I guess they saw in my face and eyes how our love is so strong between my bf and myself.  I am very lucky, as most slaves do not have bf...for me it is perfect to have both.


Master varies new things with his slaves, preparing them well in advance, as he increases intensity.  He is pushing me hard now as I have been his slave for almost a year and I honestly want to experience more and more.


 I also think black boi will learn to love them as soon as he controls his cuming. Right now he gets too excited to be with his master and therefore his sessions are far to short.  When he learns cum control, he will love all the new things master teaches him.


I hope that we will have more interesting trainings together and I am very happy to know another slave of my master.


boi Nathos

Inside the Head of A master and Cautions to All Slaves

Master

As most of my slaves know I have knowingly  been a master ever since I finished university.  Shortly after puberty I was always playing with my friends "war games" and capturing them and then doing pretend torture, which always had elements of realism.





 I didn't know that I was gay then and was in denial through High School, and didn't accept my sexuality until university , and didn't embrace bdsm as an important part of my sexuality until post university....such goes a natural progression...where it ends I do not know...might double back for all I know.  However, even as a master I still feel the power and pull of emotional love and caring, and that is a very necessary part of me.

Some might wonder how that make sense?  A masculine male who loves to torment, use and abuse submissive males, to casue them discomfort and pain, could possibly feel or express love and caring to the same slaves...but it is true; the reader might have his doubts....but just read the slaves posts and the majority, on their own accord, mention caring and love.  Perhaps, those that don't do not want the complications love and caring bring, or don't believe they deserve it and it is wrong.

I advise all my slaves to approach bdsm in the real world with caution...There are all sorts of extremes in slave/master sexual relationships...not to mention the master's that insist on unsafe anal sex and pay no attention to limits established by the slave.  Here are some guidelines when meeting some one you have never met in person before:

• Meet them in a public place so you both can judge each other's reliability and "attractiveness/suitability"
• Verbally reestablish limits
• Share HIV and STD status, as well as if either has engaged in unprotected anal sex since their last test (HIV does not show up for 3 months after exposure)
• Prior to the meeting arrange for a "safety net", by sharing with a trusted friend what you are doing and who with (name and cell phone number) and when you should be back.  The person you are meeting cell phone number is more reliable, than the name he has given you. Tell the master that you have a safety net in place....he will understand...if he doesn't...run
• If he forces you to have anal sex against your will, it is rape, and should be reported at once to the police.
• If he does not share with you that he is HIV + and you have unprotected sex and you are infected, it is a felony in most states, and should be reported to local health authorities as well as to the police. 
• Read the slave's Bill of Rights which I posted in a very early post and be sure you and he agree on the items listed there.



Helpless Slave Bois: Torture: Wax, TT, CBT, and BB 

• Remember if you agreed to bondage you better trust the guy, because you will be helpless. Recognize that nothing is foolproof and totally safe, but take the best safeguards you can while meeting up with guys from recon and other meet up aps.  For me it is better to try and date, rather than hook up and slowly reveal your interest in bdsm over time.

Regardless be safe and be aware.

--master