Saturday, August 24, 2013

My Master's Version of Water Torture & Ass Training




One day my master commanded me to drink a lot of water and not piss until he decide when. I, as a good boi, drank and drank a lot of water...5 liters almost...My abs/stomach were really swollen and I had a huge urge to piss and soon!
Slave Piss...Feels So Good!




Then I called my master on Skype begging him to let me piss...at first he made me drink even more, but finally he relented and let me piss...but only if I pissed as I was, dressed! I had on nice shorts and underwear. But I had no choice, by then I was jumping around, I had to piss so badly...so I did it.

Slave Making A Puddle on the Tile Floor






I could feel immediate relief, but also the warm slave piss running down my legs and soon I could see the wet stains on my nice shorts and then the running into a puddle....it went on and on, it was like a horse had pissed, so, so much.

Slave Strip



Then he forced me to take off my clothes.

Next, he made me rub my soaked underwear all over my face and in my mouth and to squeeze some piss from the underwear into my mouth and swallow!

This was all new for me...but I felt so horny and had a ragging hard-on, that I begged my master to let me cum.  After all he had been training me for more than 9 days and had never let me cum once, even a little. Left to myself, with out master I cum at least once a day!


Slave Nine Day Load
 The load was huge as u can see it dripping over the side of my hand....it felt so good to finally please my master enough to be rewarded.

When my master commands that I do anything, it feels so erotic and satisfied when I do it....for all I truly want is to please him, every day, every hour, every minute of my life.



Earlier in the week, my master told me that he was to train my ass. I told him that I didn't have any plugs or dildos and besides that I have never put in anything in my asshole, nothing, else except for a guy's cock.

But, master commands me to buy plugs...I am very nervous about this, as they look very uncomfortable....but his desire is my command. As soon as the package came, my master immediately started my ass training. He made me order a three pack, small, medium and large. The large is HUGE...but he understands my ass is very tight, so he starts with the smallest one and I am relieved...momentarily.



Get Your Ass Open Boi!
Boi Plugged, Turn a bit More
Shove It In



He ordered me to put the small plug in my ass...it was hard to get in, but finally it was in and seated. I first put it in the wrong angle for the base, so he had me rotate it, so the base was inline with my ass cheeks. 

But then to my horror he told me to get dressed and put on my stretchy underwear, in order to better keep it seated...and even worse to go with it in to meet my friends and have coffee or drinks, always leaving it in. At first, I could barely walk, but he would not relent and off I went to a local restaurant to sit on my ass and on the plug next to my friends to hear about their holidays.


You can't imagine how hard it is to keep in and sit on for 2 hours....but I was hard the whole time, even walking home with my ass clinched around it.

My master was very pleased, and to further my training, today,  he made me put the medium plug in while I cleaned my house.  I hope he is not going to force the large one in anytime soon. What will happen with the large plug? Who knows better than my master.

boi Jim

















Saturday, August 17, 2013

Thursday, July 25, 2013

What Drives The Submissive Boi?



A  Willful Submissive Boi



It is interesting to understand what drives a submissive boy. By understanding their needs and feelings a master or partner can much better control them and/or be the one that consistently fulfills their needs, which are both sexual and emotional.  Another point to be made is that submissiveness is not limited to homosexuals, it is equally distributed in the heterosexual population.

Str8 males can be submissive sexually as well in their relationships with females....with the outcome being a mistress and her slave.  Some str8males, who consider themselves to NOT be gay, also venture into being a slave for a male master.  The few "str8" males I have trained are more like bi males, who eventually decide to be one or the other sexually as their sex drive decreases with age, and their sexuality is more emotionally based, rather than performance sex. The "Str8" slave, wants to be forced and punished (as homosexual sex is wrong), and punishment is key to his sexual release.



Submissive in Humiliation Training

But back to the gay submissive, he is driven by the overwhelming desire and need to please another male with everything that they do.  In the extreme examples, normal things become sexual needs.  For example, the extreme submissive may desire or need that the master chose their clothes to wear, what they eat, where they sleep, the more control the better for them.  More usually, submissives limit what control they need to be sexually and emotionally satisfied.  In that way it is like a fetish, in regard to what they need controlled and this can vary over time, just like fetishes....but rarely does the submissive stop needing  to please the master or his partner...this is his driving force.

The best slaves are those that recognize they are 100% passive, those that are 50-50, versatile or switch can be good slaves for the limited times they are feeling submissive.  I seldom take slaves who are 50-50, as eventually they switch to needing to be dominate, which does not work for me.

A submissive slave will feel emotionally the following:
  • A strong need to obey a master
  • A strong drive to please a master, to make him happy
  • The need to be humiliated , as this is very erotic for them 
  • A huge void if they feel they have not pleased their master
  • They are only happy and content, if they know their master is happy
  • A constant worry that their master is not pleased with them
  • When convinced that they have finally pleased their master, then and only then, will they feel whole and complete and worthwhile and satisfied emotionally and sexually.
  • The next day, they start over concerned about pleasing their master....this never ever stops.
The submissive has a strong emotional need for love from his master, which is not always forthcoming from some masters, who just want to torment and sexually abuse their slave.  In my view this is not a healthy relationship for a slave to be in. So I caution slaves to be careful who they choose as their master.  In my view there is nothing unhealthy about a loving/caring dom and sub relationship, even if at times punishment and pain is experienced by the slave.

A Sub Boi Enjoying Torment
As a submissive boi grows into a better and better slave he will learn how to please his master more and more...this being increasingly submissive. This is at first is expressed as humiliation and then grows into punishment.  In regard to punishment, this means that he will crave more and more punishment to prove his love for his master and to please him more and more...and he is delighted when he knows he is making his master cum by his sacrifices.
Thus a boi will journey from just cum control to spanking, to whipping, to hot wax, from 2 pegs to 24 pegs, etc  growing and changing his limits over time....all to please.  He will become rock hard while training, as it is now very sexually exciting for him.

A good master will always work and act to protect his slave from harm and permanent damage, he will establish on his own "hard limits" a box that he will never venture beyond, even if his boi now wants to go over the limits. In this way the master acts responsibility even if it would be mutually consenting harder punishment.

--Master

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Wedgie Boi's Training

Hello everyone I'm Wedgie boi.

 I met my Master on recon. He messaged me and asked if I was interested in being his new online slave. I've always wanted to try it, so I accepted.

We started talking just to get a feel for each other and we got along pretty well, although he wasn't too happy about my community college and my lack of plans for transferring to a 4 year one. Much to my surprise, after learning my major and my interests, he soon found a 4 year school that looks like it has an excellent program for me.  I am planning to visit before the summer is out and see what is possible.  It seems weird that a slave master would give a crap about my school and education?

Well back to the sex slave part. He first trained me when others were around and made me rub my cock through my pants, even when they were in the same room!  Then he ordered me to a bathroom, had me lock the door and made me strip naked.  My body hair is natural and to my surprise he likes me just as I am.

By then my cock was sticking straight out and dripping precum,  and he continued to edge me over and over, but made me hold my cum.....I was going crazy.  Then he dressed me and sent me out of the bathroom to my friends, but not allowing me to get off (having me flush the toilet so others would not wonder).

  Ha! My pants were tenting like crazy, so I quickly sat down and put a jacket on my lap. It is strange, although I could cheat and cum without permission, I would feel so bad and tell him anyways....so I really try hard to obey...only one fuck up so far...and I could not talk to my master for 24 hours...that was my punishment...and it was just horrible and an empty feeling.  I hated disappointing him.

One day I asked him how he felt about wedgies and he said loved them which I was happy to hear because I love them as well.
A Hard Self Wedgie
Wedgie Jack

So master started giving me wedgies during my training. He would make me give myself the biggest wedgie I could give myself and jack to edge multiple times.


One early morning at like 4 am, he ordered me to steal my roommate's undies and wedgie myself with those. I quietly creped into his room while he was asleep in his bed and grabbed  a pair he had tossed on the floor...even though this was the most risky thing I have done, when I talk to Master I feel safe because he actually cares about me.

Start of Wedgie in Roommate's Boxers
The Full Wedgie








He gets me so horny I will almost do anything to cum.  He does respect our agreed limits, as long as he knows them.  Last session while I was wedging myself in my roommate's blue undies, he asked if I wanted to cum (dah).

 I said yes and omg, he said fine jack your cock in the undies and cum in them, and before I reach a count of 10. Well you know what happened ...I came like at 5 and a huge load of sticky smelly cum in my roomie's underwear.  As soon as I had done it, I felt bad, like I had crossed over a line with my roommate's stuff.  Although I had smelled his shorts before and jacked off, I had never ever even thought about that...my master is creative for sure.  But we agreed I could make it a limit in the future.

He saw I was worried about it, and then he said "Well boi, I was going to have you put the wet cum soaked shorts back in his room in his underwear drawer, but I can see you are scared to death, so you may wash them instead, before you put them back". 

Later that night after my master was gone, I placed the cum underwear against my face and edged myself hard again, then fell asleep.  What will he make me do next?

--boi wedgie




Thursday, June 20, 2013

Boi Blake's Grateful Heart


It had been some time since I received training from Master, but it was for the best, for he knows best in regard to me and where I am in my heart and head. He always maintains knowledge of my days and weeks, my life and understands where my slave mind and body are.

So, it's difficult for me to begin to write this post. My heart longs for my master, and I want to be with him every day. He is amazing, awesome, kind; yet demanding and strict. He knows what I need, how I need it and when I need it; but I still crave him every single day.

My training night finally arrived after a day when Master ordered me to a store to buy "pegs." I of course was told what to wear: a revealing cut off sleeve muscle white t-shirt, work-out shorts (with no underwear: free balling as he calls it), and flip-flops. Under my muscle shirt was "SLUT" written in bright red felt pen....and I felt it burning into my chest.

The shopping so exposed was so erotic and nerve racking for me, I was leaking precum the entire time, but I did all I was ordered to do.

Edging with Combat Boot


Training began with edging multiple times, then rubbing my chest and nipples, then my hard cock with my combat boot! I had to eat my precum, which just kept churning from my cockhead.





This was then followed by an order to tie the boot to my balls, edging more, swinging the boot higher and higher until Master could finally see the sole at the top of its arc.  He then edged me more, then pegged my nipples, and more edging, as a stream of precum made its way from my cock to the floor. The boot was finally ordered off my balls.

Then, I was ordered to lean against the door with my ass out for master to see as I used my leather belt 100 times to whip my ass hard. He loves for my white butt to be bright red. Then he made me edge as I rubbed my hot red ass.

Yes there was no doubt....Master knew how I desire him and how I need his training.

My Slave Dildo

Then almost as a reward, his training ended with him making me  pound my ass with a huge dildo he made me buy; by squatting over it and lowering myself down and then riding it up and down....harder and harder...faster and faster....on and on....until he allowed me to cum into my hand.

He then ordered me to eat my cum, (something I have only recently learned to be able to do) and this time I gladly slurped it from my hand and swallowed all of it. Then lick with my slave tongue, the little that had not gotten into my mouth.

 I am so happy, proud and excited that I am Master's boi, slave, cunt, bitch and piss boi (more about being a piss boi later). I was totally spent and exhausted and he suggested I write a post while sitting on my slave cock....which I happily did, oh, and yes my ass is still sore, but I feel great.

Thank you Sir.
I love you Sir.
Boi Blake

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Master's Bois and Their Achievement of Life Goals


In one of my very early posts I indicated that to be my slave, the slave had to be comfortable with this master's involvement in his entire life, not just sexual slavery. To be clear, this master does not order slave to take certain life actions in his life, but discusses his capabilities, interests and helps him develop alternatives to where he is now.  Then the slaves decides for himself what to do and he himself is responsible for the outcomes.  Although, very erotic, keeping a slave helpless naked 24/7 in a cage to only serve his master's sexual needs, it isn't what I am about.

One of the things that some masters and slaves find different about this master, is his insistence that each slave set goals relative to their abilities and then achieve them.  This master makes it clear that to truly make this master happy, it is not enough to be a good sexual slave, but to achieve in life. 

I encourage, berate, kick butt, and provide priorities to be sure that every one of my slaves has goals and works hard to achieve them.  These are not simple easy goals...they are always increasing and as the slave achieves them, his self respect, confidence and self esteem grows as does his ability to live and contribute to those around him.  This master dismisses slaves who are not serious about this aspect of their lives in spite of how exciting and sexy they may be to master. 

A good example, is a 19 year old boi who loves submission and punishment and was wild sexually, but he didn't go to class, couldn't keep a job, and was just totally immature and misdirected.  Poof !he was dismissed....he tried to come back 3 times and was rejected each time, as promises mean little in this case, it is the result of changed behavior.

Here are some examples of my current slaves goals and I can say they are all making progress and master is proud of each of them:
  • University drop out when master met him, he applied to School of Nursing, graduated, became an operating room nurse, got his masters, has a new job at one the leading specialized hospitals in the US.
  • Canadian University student with average grades far below his ability, as he became totally consumed with being submissive and sex to the point of missing classes, and not studying for exams.  In short he became obsessed with sex. Master and he set higher goals and priorities and consequently he learned self control, changed his life, did all his papers on time, went to every class, studied for every exam and has brought his cumulated grade point up to the top 10% in his school.
  • A boi who went to University his first year and got so poor grades that his family refused to pay for a second year, which would be near repeat.  He had too much freedom and no self control....he returned to live at home a failure with few prospects when master met him.  He now is going to a local 2 year state college getting very good grades and planning to transfer to a 4 year university next year.  He is working, studying and running a local theatre company this summer.
  • A boi who is undertaking a very, very difficult professional engineering degree in Europe, that requires not only very good grades in University but multiple  country level exams before he is licensed to practice. I think that actually this boi is capable of doing all this on his own, but as his master I make sure that his slave training does not ever interfere with his life goals.  It is a promise and commitment I made to him and continue to honor, no matter how sexy he is.  He recently passed with high marks all his "federal" exams, with one remaining.....and he knows without a question that his master is very, very proud of him.
  • and so it goes and will go....those slaves who are not serious about life....should look elsewhere for a master.
--master

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

-boi Namless, a cunt pain pig who can't hold cum.


I had disobeyed master weeks ago and was sorry so told him that I had repented and wanted another chance. I told him I was so sorry I had failed :(.

 I begged master to abuse me and test me once again. He inspected me, named me a slave pig and asked me to go to my  home and strip with the toys before me before 15 minutes elapsed. I reported with a deadline of 15 minutes to reach my home; failing which I would have had dire consequences.


I reported with a tank shirt, trousers and a boxers. The toys were eggplant, pegs, rope, belts, paper pegs, and a toothbrush. SIR ordered me to strip topless and abused my nipples with belt whips. Then he ordered me to use brush on them and make them red.

Later he pegged them and made me pull them till they came off without opening them. My tits were sufficiently sore and my dick was rock hard. Master realised it and started abusing my dick and balls together and separately with whip lashes and heavy punches.

He then made me drip hot candle wax on my nipples and cock and balls....the wax burned when it hit, but was also erotic for me as I love and need pain.
Nameless tight ass

 Then he made me fuck my ass with a long and narrow eggplant with a condom on it, over and over as I was also told to wank to edge and hold my cum. Then he had me go faster and harder...I thought the eggplant would just bust inside me...I was so horny and hot it was almost unbearable...I wanted to cum so badly....but he wouldn't let me.

Later, I requested master if another slave could join the conversation and as a fool I tried to accommodate a slave who requested to get abused online. I failed my master as the slut didn't turn up.




So I honestly requested master to abuse me and punish me for my wrong doing. Master then punched my balls hard. After each of these activities I wanked to edge. Prior to this, I have not been trained in holding my cum by edging at all!  I was worried about satisfying master and after 6 times of edging, I couldn't predict when I was going to cum and so as I wanked, I came.

Master was very angry and ordered me to humiliate myself by showing up naked before an open window facing the street, wiping my cum from my cock on the glass and then ordered me to kneel in a corner hands up behind my head for what seemed like hours , but was only 5 minutes.

 I thought about how I had been a douche bag and apologised. SIR asked me if I wanted to write about it and I humbly said that am not worthy. Master said that I am a worthless pain cunt and so I can write like one and here goes my post.

Ever apologising pain slut,

-boi nameless

Monday, May 13, 2013

Boi Nathos Serves his Master Again... Finally!


Today master gave me first assignment after a long time. Finally! As you read in my most recent post, I had run away, only to just return after two months....two months of unfulfilled needs, two months of being incomplete and feeling lost...a painful emptiness which is hard to imagine or describe.
My tightly tied balls

I was so excited that I could serve my master.
First I had to tie my balls tightly and leave them tied all afternoon. I was not allowed to wear my underwear so jeans was rubbing my cock all the time...this caused me to be hard all the time and to think of my master no matter what I was doing.                                                                
                                                                                                       

                                                                                                             
I had also to clean all bathroom surfaces naked only with my tongue and with my tied balls. While doing this I was required to wank to edge over and over again, not stopping (except not to cum) until I had finished the entire bathroom:  the tub, the sink, the floor, and finally the toilet rim, toilet seat, and inside the bowl. While doing all this I was wanking to edge continuously, only resting so as to not cum. Master has told me I am only now allowed to cum with my bf.  This is frustrating as well as exciting.
Cleaning the bathroom floor naked with tongue

After dinner, which will be soon, I can remove the rope from my balls and allow them to return to their pink color....right now they are swollen and darkish, but the feeling is so erotic...both physically and in my head.

So, there you have a short description  of my exciting afternoon and my serving him  after a long time without him.  I am so happy I am back.

-boi nathos

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Boi Nathos....My Return to Being Whole and Complete


hand_in_hand_gay_5
Slave w/ Boy Friend
As you know from my older posts I am a boi with boyfriend. So I was somehow torn between my boyfriend and my master. But, my bf and I don´t practise master/slave relationship, and this is the reason I so needed my master's online ownership.



After a long time away I am back.



It was difficult for me these past two months and I believe even  difficult for my master. I forced myself to endure the tough time away from my master.







In our case I think it´s better to have a master/slave relation with someone else,  but not with my bf, as it would scare him or he would think that I am weird, or he is not adequate...and I love him more than anything.   So instead I started and accepted the on line relationship with my master.

I thought that all my problems were solved and I could handle this dual relationship. But two months ago I became worried and guilty and  realized that I shouldn't go further, as I might not able to get back. My master told me at the outset he was addictive and that is certainly true.  My need for him was ever increasing to insure my happiness.  My concern was that I didn´t know if this is fair to my BF and our relationship.

 I felt so guilty, that I am doing this behind his back... So, I broke up with my master.  I just stopped and went away. My greatest mistake was that I didn´t tell  him anything. I simply disappeared from Skype.

After a month I send him a mail and told him what is going on. He was disappointed in me, but not because of my feelings and concerns, but because I didn´t tell him anything to explain what was happening.

 He answered me that I  have to decide myself  what to do:
  • get back to my master or
  • be without my master.
 I needed one month for thinking by myself and today I decided.

I went to skype to wait for master. When he came online I told him I needed him and my bf and I was lucky: he agreed to take me back. He didnt punished me hard, but made me submit to him, even though my bf was napping 6 feet away from me in the same room.

My master made me rub my cock through my pants and squeeze my balls.....on and on and then made me grap my cock thru the pants firmly and wank and squeeze my sore balls again and again.


Obeying Master
 I got more and more excited and was breathing hard and fast, trying not to be loud to wake up my bf and then he made me cum in my pants....now as I write this I am all sticky and wet in my pants which are now full of my sperm  that I gave to my master; but I am feeling whole and complete....'casue he owns me again.


Boi Nathos

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Not Without My Master by boi-India

Its been honour to serve a handsome Master like Master Joe. Just like his personality, his heart and soul is equally beautiful.
So here is a detailed schedule ofexercise that Master designed for me
25 sit ups
25 deep knee bends
25 push ups
25 skipping rops
25 jumping jacks

It was a great experince when i was doing it. But the amaziing thing was when master pushed me to do the exercise when i was not able to. Thee fear of him leaving the chat disappointed forced me to complete my exercise
Master then gave me a memory to cherish for next 24 hours almost. He had ordered for q sticks/ cotton bulbs. He even told me tobring  moisturiser. the same night after completing the exhausting work out, he ordered me to strip and get the things. He told me to keep cock hard so he forced me to wank till edge
After that I applied cream to the stick and was ordered to insert it in my cock slit, deep in.  Controlling cum became extremly difficult for me but I did.he told me to shake the tip which is out of the cock. The feeling was great.  i felt like Master's cock was in my ass. Thank you Master
The session ended he allowed me to throw the stick. it was feeling great when i went to pee. With first drop i had to struggle to urinate, as if some one has brutally held my cock. every Force was bringing a burning sensatiion as if Master was squeezing me Thank you Master
 I spoke with Master about feeling of being too far and i requested my Master to push me , make me more submissive.
so just to give a glance he took a session. He told me to tie one end of the rope to balls firmly. The other end was supposed to be tied to completely filled suitcase. He the ordered me to pull the suitcase by balls all round the room, for every round i would jack.
Then finally came the first submission exercise when he told me to lick my shoes, smell and breath them. That was awesome Master
Thank you Master
Its been 24 hrs since I have met him and i feel something has horribly went wrong in my life
I just want to get back to him and endure as soon as possible!

boiIndia



Thursday, April 11, 2013

Master's new slave: boi-India






boi-India
For long a long time I been lingering around various master/slave websites, to find a hard master who would understand me, train me, care for me, and yet push me harder. I met some few on my journey, but none were interested in really understanding my plight. They just expected I should entertain them  on cam so they could jerk off and leave.
 
Many of the relations lasted a long time, including even a visit to master in the UK, but were really  misunderstandings, miscommunication, and ergo, all were spoiled and not fulfilling . That's when I decided that I needed a specific coach, cum master, sports master and sadist who could fulfill my strong masochistic desires and needs. After scrolling 60 plus  profiles over almost a week  I met Master Joe

Master Joe's personality was pleasant in our casual chat and he had THE body  which would kill everyone in the way.  Later, he sent a message "do you have skype boi?" I replied yes, but with no hopes;  but then the following discussion was overwhelming.
 
Master not only understood my limits , but also took me with my drawbacks, and my needs.  The same evening he ordered me to present myself to him.  From that discussion till the actual "meet" with me on webcam, there was nervousness, goose bumps, tingly feeling down the spine "have I felt too much in excitement "; and then the training session time came.

The session started. He told me to strip and present myself to master. I obeyed without hesitation. Every order after that, one after the other, I did. 
 
There are two major facts till now I want to share:
  • I never ever took 14 pegs on my body!( but, I did this on Day 1!)
  • I would have never been able to do even 10 pushups ( but for past 2 days we had 5 sessions together each having 25 pushups, therefore 50 pushups per day!)
Thank You Master!

I must have wanked and been edged during that first session almost 100 times, but I have yet been allowed to cum and I have been chaste....so strong is my master's power over me, his slave. I love master's cum control and want it to go on and on, for as long as I can hold it...until I burst or until I please him enough to let me finally cum

Thank you Master!

--boi India

Monday, February 25, 2013

Boi Han's relabeling

The last time this selfish slave posted was because he disobeyed his master. I was labeled and punished for my selfish acts. The pain was so great, while also arousing.

This time, however, I had obeyed my great and forgiving master. I had asked to be trained and master agreed to this. He told me I would need pegs, a marker, a shoe lace and boot. Sadly we did not get to the boot or lace, but I am very excited and nervous for when we do.

I was ordered to get hard through my pants and take off my shirt. It did not take much time at all for my slave cock to get hard because I was so excited having a good guess at what I was going to be ordered, which I was quite wrong. Then I had to rub my greedy slave cock through my pants as I rubbed my bare chest. After that I had to place one hand behind my back and spanked my left then right pec, and after each gently rub them. I was then told to place two pegs onto my nipples, one on each, and rubbed my cock through my pants, while brushing the pegs

Next I was told to place my hands, in a big fist, above my head and strike down several times. The instant that was done I went back to stroking myself through the pants and rubbing my chest. Soon I was labeling my chest. The last time this worthless slave was labeled was as a punishment because of its selfish cock. This time it was very different. I wrote "Loved Boi" on my chest.

It was at this point I was told to take my pants off, but had to leave my shorts on. I jacked to edge in my shorts a few times.

Then I got the instruction I had been waiting for, take off my shorts. I did so quickly and had to jack to edge several more times. As I was doing this, however, I had to pull down on my balls, but could not stop jacking to edge. After edging a few times I was forced to spank my balls almost 30 times. It hurt so much but my balls yearned for more and loved every excruciating hit.

I jacked to edge again and again. But then the pain intensified and I got even harder, which surprised me as I thought I was as hard as I could be. I had to add 4 pegs to each side of my body. I had to pull them tight by stretching out then condensing my body. As I brushed the pegs more and more I jacked to edge ignoring the pain and enjoying the control I did not have.

By obeying this slave boy was rewarded by getting to add to his label. I added "And Beautiful" then had to slowly stretch and condense my body. And I edged my self again and again. Then I jacked to edge while taking off the pegs, one side at a time, and rubbing the marks. the only two that remained were the two on my nipples.

Master then told this slave to eat the pre cum that had leaked all over his cock. Jacking to edge I removed the remaining two pegs and pressed in hard until I reached edge. Finally I was truly rewarded by being permitted to cum with my masters permission and in his presence. It was far more pleasing than when I came and disobeyed.

-Boi Han

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Boi Blake's Heavy Heart

During my relocation over the past 2  - 3 weeks, Master was helping me with the transition. He was and is great at helping me through difficult decisions and processes.

During a chat we were having, I was not forthcoming with an answer to one of his questions. This has caused Master to become very upset with me. At the time of this, I did not understand withholding this particular information would have such an impact and I don;t really know why on earth I did it and then lied.

As the weeks have gone by, Master and I have had no contact with one another. My heart is heavy because I hurt Master in not sharing a simple answer, indicating a lack or my trust. But, I do trust Master completely and never should of  withheld any information from him.  It was silly, dumb and childish.

Now, I am fearful Master will punish me by not communicating with me forever. I do not want to serve him if he no longer wants me, but the need to serve him is deep within my being.

I have not been tempted nor have not had any desire to touch my slave cock or balls since this offense, for I know that  Master is the only one to control my slave cock and balls. This slave's body is his.


Anton and Tal
Regretting Slave
Sir, I am truly sorry and pray and hope you will forgive me. You are my Master and I serve only you. I love you Sir.






--Boi Blake

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Boi Danny's Request of Master from Faggot's Side

 Hmmm, why would this slave ask his Master for a personal punishment that would be completely his and nobody elses is what you are wondering i bet? Well, I asked because I wanted a personal connection to my Master and to get deeper with him on a personal basis.

 Faggot saw the opportunity appear before him, when Master had told him that he has not used the punishment he has in mind for me on any other slave and that this would be the 1st time. I quickly asked Master if he would agree to only do it to me and no other slave.  Of course, I knew as a slave i had no right to ask him, but i dared to and did.  Master listened but refused to committ either way, but did not appear to be mad at faggot for his asking!

Slave in Ace Bandage
Next boi obeyed master and went to walmart to grab the ace bandage as Master had instructed him to do. I got the  4" bandage and then return home to show Master that he got the ace as commanded, and that it is ready for it.

Master has faggot take the bandage out its box  and wrap it around his neck ever so tightly to get me to realize what was going to happen for this session. Around and around the bandage went around my neck till i got to the end of it. Master then had me clip the ends.

He left me that way for a while, letting it get tighter and tighter over time. Then to my surprise he deems the bandage too big and ordered me to take it back to walmart and get a smaller ace this time preferably a 2 or 3".

So I go back to walmart again and get the 2 or 3" bandage and notice it has no clips, but instead was adhesive so i get it, seeing as it was the only small one there and that it was an ace too. I get back home and show Master, but he doesn't like the adhesive version....so i have to find the right one with clips.

Master instead tells me that it will not be used tonight and will be used for a later time, which both made faggot feel fearful, yet anxious for it too. I am not sure for certain what he is planning...my brain has some thoughts which are really scarey however.

 But I await my Masters pleasure, I exist for him, to make him happy.  If my pain, discomfort, and punishment is his pleasure....then I am ready.

--Danny boi

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Boi Danny's Request of Master

Sometimes a slave tries to control his master to the extent of getting some treatment that is particularly erotic or meaningful to them.  In the worst case, they try to manipulate master to get what they  want or need.  In the best case, they ask for it politely, while expressing to master that it is not their place to ask for anything outside the limits or agreements that the master and slave already have in place.

In this case, my faggot slave, boi Danny, asked if he could request something special from his master, but knowing full well that it might not be proper and that he had no right to ask anything of master, and therefore he knew upfront that Master could even refuse to hear what it was.

Being a curious master and in a good mood, I told him to speak. He said, "Master, this faggot wants to have one punishment/training that he can feel it is reserved for him alone, and that master doesn't use on his other slaves."  "In this way faggot can give to master all he has, using this punishment to prove to master that he is owned and loves his master more than any other slave....if I do it well".

I said maybe, but understand that I do not treat one slave with more favor than another, and each slave has different levels of needs, wants, and capacity to serve master.  Consequently, master normally treats each slave differently in accordance with how he feels about the slave's ability and needs... But, what do you have in mind faggot?

He responded, "Sir, do you remember when you tied the sneaker lace around my faggot balls?"  I said, sure I had you tie them tight and wrap the sack round and round, again tight, so the balls were pushed way down in their sack, and the skin was shinny and you could see the veins popping up. 


Faggot to Shop for Master
But, faggot, when I did that you began to cry and wail and were in great distress.  But I kept edging you, so you eventually calmed down.....but never used your safe word....so I was proud of boi.

However, tying a bois balls is not something I would ever agree to just keep for one slave, for master plays with all his slaves' balls.

However, boi I might consider something else.....go to Walmart
 and buy an Ace Elastic Bandage.  

 3M ACE Elastic Bandage with E-Z Clips
Slave's Ace Bandage
(to be continued)

--Master

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Slave boi Han's Disobedience

Master has been so very good to me, and yet I was recently worthless to him and could not obey his simple order regarding chastity.

 I am not allowed to cum without my great master's permission in advance, but I did so anyway the other day.

I was very horny and decided that I would just jack to edge and NOT disobey master. This selfish slave, however, decided to use clothes pins, because when master uses them my cock absolutely loves them.  I started jacking to edge, over and over, getting closer and closer and finally I gave up stopping, as it felt so good that I just kept going and I came.  I truly was a worthless slave who did not use the adequate control that I have with the Free Will that my master trusts me with.

The instant  my cum came out of me, my worthlessness hit me and hit me hard. I had disobeyed my master and felt awful. I got on skype to tell my master what a selfish boi i had been. He was very upset and told me how I had disappointed him greatly and that I was going to be punished.

First, he told me to describe myself on my chest by writing "selfish boi" which had to be thick and wide because he wanted it to be visible in spite of my chest hair. I was ashamed and now marked, as a failure to myself; and worse yet to my master. As bad as this label was, the punishment was even worse. I was instructed to place double pegs onto my nipples and jack to edge multiple times, over and over again without cumming.




The double pegs caused me more  and deeper pain than I had ever experienced before. Master explained that when I disobeyed, he was hurt deeply also. Punishment did not end with my nipples, because then I had to place a clip  clothes hanger on the underside of my cock and let it hang. Then he jacked me to edge with it still attached and swinging. However, my caring and loving master soon let me take it off, but of course then I had to immediately jack to edge; which hurt, but still  felt so very good. I think master is conditioning my brain to enjoy the sexual erotic pain he inflicts.

Then I was told to take of the left  side double pegs and press in as I jacked to edge several more times. It was extremely hard not to cum, but I didn't let myself. The pain was so great and yet enjoyable that I could barely keep it in...then he told me to do the same to my right side.

He doesn't know this but that side, for some reason, is far more sensitive. As I was taking those off and jacking to edge I could feel the cum rising in me so I stopped. I tried hard but could not help but let a very little of it of to escape. Master was not upset as I did not really ejaculate and some cum just leaked out without an orgasm, because I had finally learned how to stop it! Desire to please my master had finally surplanted my own selfish needs...I was again proud to be his slave; but I do not know if he will again be proud to have me as his slave?

He ended the amazingly erotic and sensational session by telling me to get dressed, but reminding me that my label "Selfish Boi" was to remain on my worthless body as a reminder to my brain and cock of my disobedience.

 This session not only reminded me that my master owns every part of me, but also that I want him to own every part of me.

-boi han 

Success of Blog: Votes and Comments

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This blog has been very successful and I continue to get lots of comments directly to my Recon Slave and Master's profile account...thanks for that.  Currently the blog has over 4,000 readers a month! The majority are from United States, closely followed from the UK, then Europe and Canada.

The success of the blog is due in a large part do to my slaves getting excited and wanting to post their feelings and experiences as I train them. I allow any slave I train to post.  These posts are their own, in their own words and they post their own pictures as well.  I do not require slaves to post pictures with their faces showing, but some want to, and do as they are very proud and are fully out.

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--Master

Friday, February 15, 2013

A Bad Faggot, A True Story, but Told In Fairy Tale Style

This story is about a slave called faggot and a king called MASTER. This tale takes place in a castle far away called La sky peye. Here is the tale:


The Slave Called Faggot
Once upon a time in the land of La Sky peye, in a glorious magnificent castle there stayed a king that was referred to by everyone as MASTER of the land, "MASTER for short" and he had a slave called  Faggot.

MASTER  took a personal interest and used and tortured him at MASTERs leisure. One morning MASTER ordered Faggot to come to him for an early session. Of course, Faggot, came to see his MASTER and bowed deeply in front of him, although he was embarrassed cause he was already hard.

Master ordered Faggot to strip naked totally and throw his clothes into the fire and he would no longer need them. Naked, he was ordered to lay prostrate with arms and legs outstretched on the cold Castle stone floor in a X.

Then he was immediately instructed to jack to edge w/o cumming. To appease his King he obeyed and rose naked to his knees and instantly started jacking his hard cock. He wanked for a long time and was getting ever so close, but he didn't cum.

Next MASTER ordered it to rub its chest and jack to edge again w/ orders not cum. The fag did exactly what he was ordered to do pleasing his MASTER all the while. Then the king demanded the slave grab his belt and whip himself w/ it every time the MASTER called out a number.

So the faggot obeyed and did as commanded, after 10 whacks across the chest, the king ordered to have his slave to put the belt in his mouth and jack to edge, w/ every edge coming so close the faggot was ready to explode, but again did not, in order to please his king. "Sire it is getting harder and harder for me not to cum" The king told his slave to preserve and not to cum, for only Master controls everything about the slave: his cock, his balls, his ass, everything.

Then the King ordered Faggot to whip his hard cock with the belt 10 times and then ordered it to jack to edge again while holding the belt in his slave mouth.

 However, this time the slave's cock spurted cum w/o his MASTERS permission. Immediately the slave told the king that he had disobeyed him by accidentally succumbing to his maxed out edge.

The king was furious and called the faggot disobedient and shameful and ordered the guards to come remove  him from the Kings chambers and locked into his cage.

While the slave was being dragged away from his MASTER the King looked away and muttered "you are a disappointment to me faggot, all u had to do was follow your MASTERS commands, and you couldn't even do that well".

The Faggot was hand cuffed to the sides of his cage with his still hard dripping cock sticking through the bars. One of the King's guards, said Master has instructed him to punish you and your cock, and he took the palm of his hand, and rubbed it back and forth across the Faggot's now very sensitive cock head. The slave, squirmed, squealed and cried with tears rolling down his cheeks, begging that he stop, but the guard continued the rough rubbing of the cock head for over 5 minutes.

He then reported back to the King that he had done as commanded and the end the Faggot boi had said "I will be a good boi" and try harder not to cum next time.

What do the readers think?  Will boi cum again without permission?  If he does what should his Master do to him?  Add your comment by clicking on the word comment and my Master will surely read it.

But be please be understanding as it is very hard for this slave not to cum, after not being controlled for so long.

--boi Danny

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Without My Master...I Feel Lost



For a long time I was offline. Like boi jase told somewhere in these blog, school is first and because I have some exams in early February I didn't go on skype for a few weeks. Master is always very insistent that boi do well in all his exams, so I knew I was doing the right thing to please him.

My last session with my master was on 16. January! After that I was online  for just for a few minutes and I was writing to my master, but in the meantime he has been offline and he didn't get my messages when he came on skype later!  Thus he was worried about me and I am sure soon became angry and disappointed.

Later I learned he also was writing to me while I was offline, so I also didn't get his messages (with skype it can be so: if both writers are online is OK, but if one is offline, he can not always get messages from another). I had totally forgot that I have masters mail address...

After two weeks of this agony, I remembered that I can send message to my master on "Recon", where I met him first. So, finally he saw my message and he wrote back! I was all the time so scared , that master will be angry, because I disappeared... But he was not. He understood and was happy.

He had thought that perhaps I didn't want to be his slave any more. But of course this is not true. I want to be his slave like never before! I love my master and I know that he loves me, so I don´t  want to leave him or that he leaves me!

That would kill me. I can't live without my master! In the time when i was studying and I didn´t have assignments to do I was so empty and unhappy. I am happy only when I know that the things I do, satisfy my master!

Because I live with my boyfriend, and the time zone is with 6 hours difference, I can't serve my master all the time. We can have trainings only at night, when I am  visiting my parents....and that will be this Friday. 

I did have one assignment that I could do during this period.  Master ordered that I write my name in the snow after the next major snow storm.  But to do so, slave had to go outside, take out his cock, and piss write his name, with the warm slave piss making the letters in the cold snow.  I knew I was going to have two problems with this: 1) it was going to really be cold to have my cock exposed and 2) I was going to be so excited that I would be totally hard, making pissing very hard!

Slave Piss Writing in Snow of Name
Well left is the required picture...so I was able to please my master and I hope you can read my name,even if it looks more green than the yellow it is.






 I hope, that this training will be tough, and will replace all missed trainings in this month, as I owe this to my master and myself. 

--boi Nathos

Monday, February 11, 2013

boi Han Intro

  It feels like forever since I have felt that I have been in my Master's comforting and controlling arms, but actually it has only been 5 minutes ago.

  So the point of this first post is to simply discuss what has recently happened between me and Master for the time that he has been training me.

 A few sessions ago we simply talked, he did not order me to do anything and I did not get an erection, at least not physically. We discussed life, what my plans were and how I have been trying to make up for past mistakes...mentally I felt good about it.

 But, tonight, just a few moments ago, I was physically satisfied. True to form, master started off by discussing life since we had last spoke. Then abruptly he ordered me to strip, which I did gladly. Next I had to get hard, which Master made super easy by ordering me to tweak my nipples and rub through my shorts. I was hard in a matter of seconds!

  He then ordered me to put a peg on each nipple. Then another one attached to that until I had a train of about 4 clothespins on each nipple. At this point Master knew I was harder than a rock. He ordered me to jack to edge.  In previous two physical sessions, I came uncontrollably prior to having been given permission, as it was too exciting and I had such lousy control. How embarrassing is that! I felt like a failure for days after.

 But back to this session, after swinging the train of pegs and edging several times I was told to put another peg on the one attached to my chest, except this one was supposed to squeeze the one on my chest even tighter. I then was ordered to use my fingers to squeeze them even harder ten times and then jacked to edge...my slave cock just jumped with each massive squeeze and precuming like mad. I was next told to put my hands into a fist above my head, then swung down several times in to my cock and balls. This was repeated several times, with direct hits.

  All this time I had remained hard, and had not cum. This in itself was exciting for me, because the past few times I was unable to control it and came too early, which caused me shame even though Master was going to let me cum, as he would tell me later...but I still was disappointed that I must have the worst control of any of his slaves.

Finally, I was then told to get on my bed on my back, and so I did. At this point I was simply naked, without pegs. I was told to jack to edge several more times and had to smack my balls a number of times.

The most exciting part of this session for me, however, was that I did not cum before being ordered to.....I held on...over and over.....finally Master told me I could jack off and cum. I must say that it felt better than any of the other times I had cum in my whole life and I was finally one proud slave boi and felt I finally deserved to be his.

--boi han