Monday, May 13, 2013

Boi Nathos Serves his Master Again... Finally!


Today master gave me first assignment after a long time. Finally! As you read in my most recent post, I had run away, only to just return after two months....two months of unfulfilled needs, two months of being incomplete and feeling lost...a painful emptiness which is hard to imagine or describe.
My tightly tied balls

I was so excited that I could serve my master.
First I had to tie my balls tightly and leave them tied all afternoon. I was not allowed to wear my underwear so jeans was rubbing my cock all the time...this caused me to be hard all the time and to think of my master no matter what I was doing.                                                                
                                                                                                       

                                                                                                             
I had also to clean all bathroom surfaces naked only with my tongue and with my tied balls. While doing this I was required to wank to edge over and over again, not stopping (except not to cum) until I had finished the entire bathroom:  the tub, the sink, the floor, and finally the toilet rim, toilet seat, and inside the bowl. While doing all this I was wanking to edge continuously, only resting so as to not cum. Master has told me I am only now allowed to cum with my bf.  This is frustrating as well as exciting.
Cleaning the bathroom floor naked with tongue

After dinner, which will be soon, I can remove the rope from my balls and allow them to return to their pink color....right now they are swollen and darkish, but the feeling is so erotic...both physically and in my head.

So, there you have a short description  of my exciting afternoon and my serving him  after a long time without him.  I am so happy I am back.

-boi nathos

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Boi Nathos....My Return to Being Whole and Complete


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Slave w/ Boy Friend
As you know from my older posts I am a boi with boyfriend. So I was somehow torn between my boyfriend and my master. But, my bf and I don´t practise master/slave relationship, and this is the reason I so needed my master's online ownership.



After a long time away I am back.



It was difficult for me these past two months and I believe even  difficult for my master. I forced myself to endure the tough time away from my master.







In our case I think it´s better to have a master/slave relation with someone else,  but not with my bf, as it would scare him or he would think that I am weird, or he is not adequate...and I love him more than anything.   So instead I started and accepted the on line relationship with my master.

I thought that all my problems were solved and I could handle this dual relationship. But two months ago I became worried and guilty and  realized that I shouldn't go further, as I might not able to get back. My master told me at the outset he was addictive and that is certainly true.  My need for him was ever increasing to insure my happiness.  My concern was that I didn´t know if this is fair to my BF and our relationship.

 I felt so guilty, that I am doing this behind his back... So, I broke up with my master.  I just stopped and went away. My greatest mistake was that I didn´t tell  him anything. I simply disappeared from Skype.

After a month I send him a mail and told him what is going on. He was disappointed in me, but not because of my feelings and concerns, but because I didn´t tell him anything to explain what was happening.

 He answered me that I  have to decide myself  what to do:
  • get back to my master or
  • be without my master.
 I needed one month for thinking by myself and today I decided.

I went to skype to wait for master. When he came online I told him I needed him and my bf and I was lucky: he agreed to take me back. He didnt punished me hard, but made me submit to him, even though my bf was napping 6 feet away from me in the same room.

My master made me rub my cock through my pants and squeeze my balls.....on and on and then made me grap my cock thru the pants firmly and wank and squeeze my sore balls again and again.


Obeying Master
 I got more and more excited and was breathing hard and fast, trying not to be loud to wake up my bf and then he made me cum in my pants....now as I write this I am all sticky and wet in my pants which are now full of my sperm  that I gave to my master; but I am feeling whole and complete....'casue he owns me again.


Boi Nathos