Boi Damien's Intro

I am a 22 year old boi who has been in slavery for almost one week. I discovered my Master through Recon; I had spoken to several men prior to him, but the moment Sir spoke to me I knew I belonged to Him. Master is my first, but He is willing to train me to please Him.

Newbie's Desire Is Raging

For me, my slavery is entirely about submission to Master. For each session (we have had several) I crave pleasing Sir in whatever way I can. He is aware of my limits and respects them, while still pushing me right to the edge of my comfort zone until I'm begging Him for more.

I have learned to absolutely love CBT. Master has me slap/punch my balls during almost every session. Sometimes I also get to whip my boi cock and balls with a belt to please Him. The pain is an enormous turn-on not because I love being hurt, but because it shows how I submit to Master. Tonight He had me tie a shoe to my balls and swing it while I jacked right to the edge. I smiled through the intense pain because I knew Sir's cock was getting hard while he watched me do it.

The most challenging part of my slavery has been cum control. Prior to training I came between 2 and 3 times every day...now I am not allowed to cum without permission. Master has been kind to me and allowed me to cum several times in His presence, but I still struggle every day to not stroke my boi cock until I cum. I routinely edge my cock when I get hard...and then I have to slap my balls until it goes down again. But every time I slap myself I know that I'm doing what Master wants.

I look forward to posting more in the future about my training as well as some of the other conversations Sir and I have. Definitely more to come...and perhaps even a few pictures some day.

Boi Damien

Newbie Boi Han Discovers His Hidden Needs

This is my first of my many equal enjoyable times.

 We started off with a cum ban and it was amazing, because I didn't want to cum until I was told I couldn't (though it being my first day, at the end I was allowed to cum but once). It was just amazing.


Newbie Starts to Obey

 I don't have any experience so that also means I don't have much stuff. That didn't stop my amazing master, he invented thing for me to do with what I had.

Never before had I edged myself, but I did it a total of like 10 times and it was awesome. Not only was my cock pleased but also my entire body.

 Beating myself for my master was even more of a turn on as it showed how much control he had over me.

It has just been an amazing experience all around, and I haven't even mentioned the boot or leather belt. But this has just made me more and more eager to have another go and enjoy my master even more :)

New Boi Smith Intro

I am a new boi and today my master trained me for the first time in earnest. This is my first of many posts  that I hope to post as I serve my master in anyway possible that pleases him.

I was all dressed up for a late meeting at my job, wearing slacks dress shirt and a smart tie. He made me edge over and over and spank my butt until it was quite red and warm. Then he had me spank my balls over and over, edging me each time so I was dripping precum, which I had to eat. He ordered me to finger fuck my tight ass as he edged me again and then smell my finger and finally suck it clean.


         As you see, I was very excited and hard after his training...................................


As it was time for me to leave for my meeting at work he ordered me to dress again, but he would not let me wear any underwear.  When I was dressed he told me to go to my meeting commando....I was so hard I could barely get my cock back in my pants and when I did my hard cock made them tent.

I pleaded with him to let me cum over and over, but he refused, telling me to go to the meeting.  I begged him one more time and he said the only way I will let u cum is if u cum in your pants without taking your cock out. I immediately began to wank my cock through the pants .  He commanded me "faster faster" and then," harder harder" and then "CUM" and I did. The cum was a lot and showed through my pants and was visible to anyone who would look at them.  To make matters worse, I was so excited that even after my walk to work and all during the meeting my cock remained hard poking my pants out.

 I am sure he made me cum in my trousers to prove I am a mega dirty slave with no control of my own cum. I know I deserve to be punished for always wanting to cum and I want to please him so much I will try to do better and not be so selfish.

--boi Smith

How Does Master Select Slaves?

Very Submissive

There are more slaves than masters in the world of gay BDSM.  Although finding a slave and finding a master are two separate pursuits, which both have to come to agreement on, I thought readers might be interested in how this master selects his slaves.

Serious Submissive & Trusting

• Slaves sometimes come to master's attention by the slave contacting master from Recon, Dare Forums, Collar Me, or some such site.
• Master reads most new members' profile on Recon (Slave and Master) and sends them a response if they met his initial criteria.
• Initial criteria is normally: ages 20-35, 100% Submissive, gay and can communicate in English. Having twink looks is not as important as the need and desire to be submissive.
• After contact, master and slave evaluate each other for mutual fit, which from the master's side include the following: slave has web cam, is single, is available to train at least once a week, better 3 times, his limits are acceptable to master, is reliable, has goals, is intelligent, working or in university and doing well.
• Slaves who will not accept/experience punishment will not fit with this master, so those with no tolerance to pain will be rejected....but those who do not know will be trialed.  Master's level of punishment is NOT extreme, but necessary for his appreciation of slave's desire to please.  Read master's post on Punishment that appears earlier in this blog.
• Slaves need to be able to communicate, be reliable, trust worthy and not flakes. Those who say they will at least im once weekly and do not, will be dismissed.
• Slaves who can train more often than others, normally have a leg up and move to the head of the line.
• Slaves who are very submissive move to the head of the line
• Note that slaves who have had little experience have no disadvantage to slaves that have had more.  This master finds a slave's discovery of himself very erotic and interesting.
• On Line Slaves must be willing to train on webcam and those that show face after establishing a trust level, have an advantage over those who do not.  Normally after 4 weeks if boi is not ready to show face, then he will be dismissed.
• No slave is required to post to the blog, that is entirely up to them, as is the content of thier posts. 

--Master

Boi Blake's Outdoor Humiliation

Yesterday, Master and I were chatting about a new chapter in my professional life. But, before he dismissed me I told him I had not pissed, showered or shaved yet. He responded "mmmmmmmmm, out on your patio."

Patio Where I was Forced to Piss and Jack to Edge



Slave Piss in Jeans on Patio

Before I knew it, I followed his orders and put on my jeans (free balling) and a t-shirt and was sent outside onto my patio. He ordered me to spread my legs, hands behind my neck and to piss. Since I had not pissed yet from the night before, there was an almost never ending stream of piss coming out of my slave dick and soaking the jeans and making puddles on the patio, as it ran down my legs.



Ordered to Wank on Patio

When it was done coming out, master had me wank my cock so it was fully hard in my jeans. He then ordered me to pull out my cock for all to see and wank til I was at the edge of cumming. My neighbors are all around me and some can even see over the fence if they were out in their yards...it was humiliating and a high risk adventure to say the least!

He ordered me a few more times to edge...and then I was ordered down to hump on the patio cement floor with my bare cock...and as a fully owned slut, I followed his order and humped the cement floor until I was close to cumming and had to stop.


Master had me stand back up and hold my hands over my head in a single giant fist and then made me beat my balls by swinging down from above my head over and over again. After about 30 or so ball punches, I was ordered to edge again. I arrived on edge quickly due to submission, the risk of discovery, exposed cock and even the pain that I knew pleased my master.

Piss Puddle Slave Had to Lick Up

He then ordered me to get on my hands and knees and lick up the piss that was on the cement patio...all of it. I did as he ordered and as ordered I wanked my slave cock and licked the piss at the same time. I then was ordered to lay on my back in the piss and wank my slave cock multiple times to edge for all see. After this, he ordered me to flip over and hump the pissed cement floor. I fully obeyed his order.

Next, he ordered me back in the house to my bathroom and had me strip naked, then shower, shave, and brush my teeth. After that, I got one last order before I dressed...write "owned slut" on my chest. I did just that as he watched me write on my chest...and of course my slave cock became erect, fully aroused and not being allowed to cum.

This session had me nervous, excited, and horned up. I have done other short private training sessions on my patio, but not so much as I had yesterday and never to exposed. It elevated my humiliation greatly, but I noticed as I became proud of obeying, I lost my sense of nervousness during the session and was able to piss and get very hard, which made me proud to please my master. It made me feel complete to be able to please him.

 It was possible that some of my neighbors could see me over the fence, fully exposed and wonder what I was actually doing; but they most likely would never figure it out!

My master does protect me and never orders his slaves to do illegal acts. I am a truly owned slut and am proud to say I love my master. I suspect more outdoor sessions are in my future. It is my desire to comply and excite and serve my master no matter what.

--boi Blake

Growth for Your Pup

Hello to all readers of this master/slave blog,

I've been exploring the world of submission and domination for the past three years, but I certainly couldn't call myself experienced. For as long as I can remember my sexual fantasies had been in many ways connected to what most people would consider humiliating.

I have always dreamed of being naked when other people are dressed around me to show my sexual side to be in a way presented. In these fantasies I was either with someone who shared my desires in the submissive way or I was in a relationship with a man who was my teacher, mentor and later master.

My idea of a master has always been of someone who can be very gentle and caring towards me, someone who honestly expresses his love and appreciation towards me, but on the other hand he is also very strict, demanding and firm towards me. He doesn't hesitate to punish me for my own good. In a way my first fantasy has always been a sort of daddy-son/slave relationship...
 

As time went by I became more and more closed as far as my sexuality was concerned, which is probably normal for a gay guy in his puberty; but no matter,  when I was masturbating I have always imagined myself being subordinated to one or more guys and being humiliated and if possible publicly displayed.

Humiliation and exhibitionism are very connected in my mind; I am a natural performer so I like to be watched; I like to pose. But the thing with performing is that you have to be completely relaxed and enjoy it to make it beautiful to others. That is my sole desire, to make it beautiful in order to please someone else and to be loved in return.
 

As I said I started to explore my slave side only a couple of years ago because before I always thought it was wrong. I was ashamed of this desire, probably because of this stupid individualistic and egoistic ideas that are being put in our heads from the earliest age on.. Now I am slowly coming to terms with myself that  there is nothing wrong with not being selfish, not being hard and controlled at all times and wanting to please. The thing is, if you are honest about yourself, you always get the love that you deserve so much; but not by wanting it, but by just being yourself and enjoying all the colourful varieties of your identity.

To do this, training is necessary and this special knowledge was given to me, as a gift last night by this master who started this blog.

Last night I experienced one of the most sincere sessions in my life. And the most beautiful thing  is that  for the first time in my life I have met a master that I could actually trust and this feeling is completely new to me.

I started the conversation with a lie.. I told him I already have a master and that he specifically allows me to be trained in a certain way - which one could say is selfish from my side, but actually I did it because I lack trust. This has probably something to do with bad past experiences, but trust is also a deeper issue with me.

He proceeded to  train me as a pup, which I love. Puppy training usually makes me so excited I leak precum through the entire session; it is also the easiest way for me to let go and obey completely, I can do things as a pup I have problems with as a slave - like pissing in front of master, drinking piss, rimming, doing humiliating things..

So yesterday Master trained me as a pup and I must say he really knows what he is doing. He didn't let me cum, but he made me masturbate in front of him to the edge a couple of times and the feeling of doing it for him was so good.. I really managed to relax to a level that I actually forgot about the image I was producing and was thinking just about how I relaxed and was being myself and it was something that pleases my master and that is my sole desire..

After the session I had a beautiful conversation that helped me get to know him and him get to know me better. For that I am probably most grateful of all because I could see him in a new light. I know this did something to me especially considering the issue of trust.

 I realised that he knew I was lying about me having a master in order to protect myself and that he also read through all other things I faked; he new exactly how to read me and the truth about me. This notion was a revelation to me, not due to the fact it was new, but it was because usually I would  get paranoid and protective about myself if I had the feeling of someone  reading my thoughts or knowing me so well.

This time for the first time in my life I didn't felt uncomfortable about it, I actually liked it and it made me respect him in a very positive way. I don't know why but I think it has something to do with the fact that his basic intentions were honest and good. He didn't make me feel bad about myself..

Thank you very much for this and everything else.. I would love to experience more of you..

--Your Pup..

Boi Blake - Humiliation

Thinking back about some of the very first humiliation assignments by my master, I of course got hard. I remember during the fall season there were many leaves on the ground outside my house. He ordered me to go outside and fill my tightie whities under my jeans full of fallen leaves. Not just in the front and groin area, but, also in the back. I was living with my parents and had a great aunt and uncle visiting. My mother and great aunt were home at the time, so I was nervous yet excitedly aroused doing the assignment. I hurried out, pushed leaves into a small pile and filled my tightie whities. Ran back in and up to be on cam again, so my master could see I followed his order and was truly his submissive slave. This was just the beginning of humiliation for this boi.





Piss In Your Jeans Now Boi



Pissing has become an extremely hot and erotic humiliating order. The master being a patient master, knowing limits are there but pressing them to be further out and ultimately gone gave my first piss order to me when I was dressed in jeans. I got so excited to know that this was going to be my first self-pissing order that my boi cock got hard. Having a hard cock makes it very difficult for me to piss. Once the piss started flowing, the jeans darkened down the left leg, and "oh it felt so good" to feel the warmth of the piss go down the leg. I then was ordered to stop the piss and reposition the slave cock so the piss could go down the other leg. I obeyed and felt the joy of the warm piss going down that leg. Yes, it is humiliating to piss on one self, but the happiness and joy from it because of pleasing and obeying your master overcomes the  feeling of humiliation, and makes it worthwhile.

There have been many more humiliating self-pissing orders and other types of humiliating assignments. I will share more in a future post. It is always an erotic thrill to get a humiliating order and/or assignment from my master. He is the best!

--Boi Blake

Humiliation Assignments

All slaves are submissive, just as all masters are dominate.  boi Nathos describes and talks about some of his assignments in his recent post and how hot and erotic they were for him.  Slaves get pleasure from pleasing their masters, and boi Nathos is no exception; in fact he has a very strong desire to please.

Loving humiliation is a natural extension of this desire and need to be submissive to their master and even his friends as he dictates...and this is immediately erotic for the slave. Consequently, the following are some of the acts that a slave will respond to with great desire and sexuality:

• Slave being naked when master/others are dressed (CMNM)
• Slave being on all fours at master's feet
• Slave licking and worshiping master's feet/boots
• Slave pissing on self, drinking master's piss, being pissed on
• Slave being ordered to obey master's commands, regardless what they are (assignments)

Puppy with Tail (happy)

• Slave being treated as a puppy (puppy play is very submissive and cute for many submissives, just look at them smile as they fetch a ball, wag their tail, sleep naked in a cage, etc and see how their cock behaves!)
• Slaves having submissive words marked on their naked bodies: "Owned Slave", "Fuck Here" with an arrow to the appropriate hole, "Slut", "Pussy", etc.

Assignments that carry some degree of risk of being seen or being done in front of others or in public also can be very erotic for some, but not all, slaves.  In boi Nathos case:

• Cleaning the old lady's house, as she was bound to tell the whole village, about the nice young man who knocked on her door and asked if he could help clean her house as a gift during Christmas. It is the act of being ordered and then obeying by doing that others might see that increase the sexual nature of the act.
• Carving the valentine in the village park, linking his initials to his masters, and kissing it each time he goes to the park...is both submissive and risky.  What would you think if you saw a handsome clean cut 22 year old kissing a tree in your city park?
• Sticking your head under the water and flushing the toilet....hard to find something more submissive and humiliating than that...and notice that he almost came! 

The extreme lovers of humiliation are those that are also exhibitionists and desire to be out in public on a leash, revealing holes in their pants, expressing their submissiveness for the whole world to see.

Of course, the master loves all this submission, because he is in charge of it, and he is asserting his domination over his boi.....so it all fits like a glove and completes the slave/master relationship.

Most masters prefer to utilize submission with their slaves when they are together, rather than giving assignments for the slave to do on his own. I am no exception to that desire and preference; but as boi Nathos has a bf 24/7 and lives with him, we use assignments so the slave can fulfill his desire and need to be submissive, even when his master is not present.  As boi Nathos will relate, he craves assignments and accomplishes them with great enthusiasm and with a hard cock!  On the master's side, it presents many challenges and opportunities to be creative.

All readers are encouraged to comment on any post, it is simple and anonymous:

• click on the word comments or the image of the pencil at the very bottom
• type your comments in the pop up box
• In the "Choose Identity" select "name/url", and create a name and ignore url, or just check the "anonymous" box.  It is preferable that you create a name, so readers can follow your comments on other posts. 

--master

boi Nathos' Assignments

Like I  promised in my last post, here is a post about my daily assignments.

Almost every day sir gives me tasks which I must to do. So in my month of my slavery I have done quite  a few things. To mention only a few:

• My first assignment was a good deed. I went to old lady nearby and help her clean her house.
• One of the most exciting tasks was when i had to carve a heart with an arrow through it, masters and my initials into a tree in town park where I lived, before I went to study. Every time when I go to this place I go to the tree and I kiss the heart (even in minus 0 degrees C), knowing that master loves me and cares for me.
• He also gives me assignments like I have to piss all day only outside of my house, or tied balls for more hours, and I must clean my shower with my slave tongue...
• But the most exciting and just outstanding task I got yesterday. Master told me what I had to do before my shower. I had to kneel naked in front of the toilet, jerk off three times to the edge, then dip my head in the toilet and flush it and then with a wet head again three times jerk off to the edge.

 Dunk Head Under Water

That was so sexy. My feelings were great. This was truly proof of my love to master and I am so proud to be his slave. I am happy that I pleased master. I was hard for15 minutes after I did this and I wanted to come so badly it hurt. But sir told me clearly: "never cum without my permission". And if sir says that, then it must be so!

I am happy to do everything that master orders to prove my commitment and loyalty to him.

More about trainings of physical punishments another time!

Boi Nathos

Slaves with Boy Friends

A slave who has a Boy Friend

Like boi Nathos, as a master I sometimes take a submissive boi, who has a bf, and who are in committed relationships.  I prefer single bois who are not in a relationships, as it makes training much easier and less complicated, as the boi can focus solely  sexually on the master.

However, in boi Nathos' case he feels strongly he needs more than just his current level of sexuality with his bf, he wants to have some kink and to really be submissive to a strong dom, as that is very, very erotic for him.  .....but, he does not want to have a face to face master, as he knew that would risk the loving relationship he has with his bf. 

I am always supportive of a boi's relationship with his bf in such cases and do not want to ever come between them.  In addition, I train a boi to be submissive to his bf, even if the bf is not a strong dominate or is even just a top, equal, or even a bottom.  Sometimes it is possible for a sub to seduce his bf to be more agressive, or at least to do submissive acts on his bf as part of sex. Perhaps boi Nathos can share some on what I ordered him to do to his bf that underscore boi's submissiveness.

Boi Nathos, as most of my slaves are trained so the minute I talk to them, they start to get hard immediately, awaiting the excitement of serving me...just like Palvo's dogs. As you will read and understand as he continues to post, our relationship is based on trust and desire for boi to please this master with everything he does.  For him this is sexually erotic acts, but he also knows that he must make his master happy in his real world as well.  This includes his relationship with his bf, family and friends. 

Boi is in school, a university, is taking a very hard course of professional study and as his master, I require him to do very well. He is not allowed to skip any class, must do all his school work a head of time and study very hard for all exams.  He reports every grade he gets to his master.  He also has a job, which he also must do well......none of my slaves are slackers, all must achieve to the best of their ability.

So this might be different by the stereotype master who require that their slaves only please them sexually and the rest of life be left behind.  As you saw from my support of the "Slaves Bill of Rights", this single  approach is not for me or my slaves.  I do take slaves from recon postings and begin a discussion, check the fit, and then move forward and try them out, or pass.  Less than 5% of the slaves that post their profiles on recon are contacted by me, and even fewer are tried and trained.

Slaves are dismissed from service of this master for lying, being unfaithful, being unreliable, or not performing in life to their best abilities.   Slaves are released from service by this master when master feels they are ready to move on and should be having a face to face relationship, not complicated by serving this master.  One of the slaves of this master has served over 10 years, some over 2 years, most serve at least a year.  The minimum time period is at least 3 months in order to stress commitment.  This master is not interested in one offs or one night stands.  If a slave just wants a sexual relationship so eventually can get off, he will not be allowed to serve me.

For those of you who do not believe an on line relationship can be fulfilling sexually, continue to read some of the on line slaves posting and see what intensity they get out of it.....it will be obvious how they feel emotionally as they post.  As for me, yes all my slaves sexually arouse me, and do, when they give me their all, make me cum with great excitement and even passion.  In the end to be truthful, one exists for the other...and without  a master, a slave is lost, as a master is lost without a slave.  In this case, the path to being complete and whole is in fact a slave/master relationship.  If you are missing completeness and need it, try it!

--Master

Boi Nathos

I am a young university age boi, who is in the Internet slavery exactly one month. I must say that this is something new for me. For a long time i encouraged to contact some Internet master. One day I found site "recon". This is a site for gay men who are interested in fetish sex. I  immediately registered there and did a profile.

 On first day using this site, one master contacted me and asked me if  I was interested in online slavery with him. I was. So that is how I got my first online master...and first master in general, for in life I have never had a master.

I thought that it would be a problem since I have boyfriend, but sir was so good to me so there are not any problems. So yes I  have a boyfriend and he does not know about my Internet fetish sex activities. Some people may think that we have bad relationship; but  No, just the opposite. In all views of our life we understand each other perfectly. He is a little dominant in sex, but too little. So that´s why I wanted to try a relationship with a master, but still be loyal to my boy friend.

Wank to Edge

Master told me  at the very beginning, that I can´t ever cum without his permission unless my bf makes me cum. So this means I can't wank off my cock even when by bf is having sex with me. In the beginning, this was very difficult, as I was used to wanking off by myself and with my boy friend.

 So far I have only cum once without masters permission and this was very early in our relationship. I wanked in the morning and I could not withstand the pressure, and did not stop in time and so I came. I felt very bad and disappointed in myself and of course I told this to my master. He then punished me hard.
Now it is much better and master's training of edging me over and over for long periods of time has helped me not to cum when I am wanking.  I have much better control. Sir also gives me very exciting assignments almost every day and of course we have online trainings.

Definitely I feel enriched, more complete sexually,  since I now have my first master.

This should be enough for the first post! More about our trainings and my daily assignments in the future.

Boi Nathos