|Newbie's Desire Is Raging|
I have learned to absolutely love CBT. Master has me slap/punch my balls during almost every session. Sometimes I also get to whip my boi cock and balls with a belt to please Him. The pain is an enormous turn-on not because I love being hurt, but because it shows how I submit to Master. Tonight He had me tie a shoe to my balls and swing it while I jacked right to the edge. I smiled through the intense pain because I knew Sir's cock was getting hard while he watched me do it.
The most challenging part of my slavery has been cum control. Prior to training I came between 2 and 3 times every day...now I am not allowed to cum without permission. Master has been kind to me and allowed me to cum several times in His presence, but I still struggle every day to not stroke my boi cock until I cum. I routinely edge my cock when I get hard...and then I have to slap my balls until it goes down again. But every time I slap myself I know that I'm doing what Master wants.
I look forward to posting more in the future about my training as well as some of the other conversations Sir and I have. Definitely more to come...and perhaps even a few pictures some day.