Thursday, June 20, 2013

Boi Blake's Grateful Heart

It had been some time since I received training from Master, but it was for the best, for he knows best in regard to me and where I am in my heart and head. He always maintains knowledge of my days and weeks, my life and understands where my slave mind and body are.

So, it's difficult for me to begin to write this post. My heart longs for my master, and I want to be with him every day. He is amazing, awesome, kind; yet demanding and strict. He knows what I need, how I need it and when I need it; but I still crave him every single day.

My training night finally arrived after a day when Master ordered me to a store to buy "pegs." I of course was told what to wear: a revealing cut off sleeve muscle white t-shirt, work-out shorts (with no underwear: free balling as he calls it), and flip-flops. Under my muscle shirt was "SLUT" written in bright red felt pen....and I felt it burning into my chest.

The shopping so exposed was so erotic and nerve racking for me, I was leaking precum the entire time, but I did all I was ordered to do.

Edging with Combat Boot

Training began with edging multiple times, then rubbing my chest and nipples, then my hard cock with my combat boot! I had to eat my precum, which just kept churning from my cockhead.

This was then followed by an order to tie the boot to my balls, edging more, swinging the boot higher and higher until Master could finally see the sole at the top of its arc.  He then edged me more, then pegged my nipples, and more edging, as a stream of precum made its way from my cock to the floor. The boot was finally ordered off my balls.

Then, I was ordered to lean against the door with my ass out for master to see as I used my leather belt 100 times to whip my ass hard. He loves for my white butt to be bright red. Then he made me edge as I rubbed my hot red ass.

Yes there was no doubt....Master knew how I desire him and how I need his training.

My Slave Dildo

Then almost as a reward, his training ended with him making me  pound my ass with a huge dildo he made me buy; by squatting over it and lowering myself down and then riding it up and down....harder and harder...faster and faster....on and on....until he allowed me to cum into my hand.

He then ordered me to eat my cum, (something I have only recently learned to be able to do) and this time I gladly slurped it from my hand and swallowed all of it. Then lick with my slave tongue, the little that had not gotten into my mouth.

 I am so happy, proud and excited that I am Master's boi, slave, cunt, bitch and piss boi (more about being a piss boi later). I was totally spent and exhausted and he suggested I write a post while sitting on my slave cock....which I happily did, oh, and yes my ass is still sore, but I feel great.

Thank you Sir.
I love you Sir.
Boi Blake

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Master's Bois and Their Achievement of Life Goals

In one of my very early posts I indicated that to be my slave, the slave had to be comfortable with this master's involvement in his entire life, not just sexual slavery. To be clear, this master does not order slave to take certain life actions in his life, but discusses his capabilities, interests and helps him develop alternatives to where he is now.  Then the slaves decides for himself what to do and he himself is responsible for the outcomes.  Although, very erotic, keeping a slave helpless naked 24/7 in a cage to only serve his master's sexual needs, it isn't what I am about.

One of the things that some masters and slaves find different about this master, is his insistence that each slave set goals relative to their abilities and then achieve them.  This master makes it clear that to truly make this master happy, it is not enough to be a good sexual slave, but to achieve in life. 

I encourage, berate, kick butt, and provide priorities to be sure that every one of my slaves has goals and works hard to achieve them.  These are not simple easy goals...they are always increasing and as the slave achieves them, his self respect, confidence and self esteem grows as does his ability to live and contribute to those around him.  This master dismisses slaves who are not serious about this aspect of their lives in spite of how exciting and sexy they may be to master. 

A good example, is a 19 year old boi who loves submission and punishment and was wild sexually, but he didn't go to class, couldn't keep a job, and was just totally immature and misdirected.  Poof !he was dismissed....he tried to come back 3 times and was rejected each time, as promises mean little in this case, it is the result of changed behavior.

Here are some examples of my current slaves goals and I can say they are all making progress and master is proud of each of them:
  • University drop out when master met him, he applied to School of Nursing, graduated, became an operating room nurse, got his masters, has a new job at one the leading specialized hospitals in the US.
  • Canadian University student with average grades far below his ability, as he became totally consumed with being submissive and sex to the point of missing classes, and not studying for exams.  In short he became obsessed with sex. Master and he set higher goals and priorities and consequently he learned self control, changed his life, did all his papers on time, went to every class, studied for every exam and has brought his cumulated grade point up to the top 10% in his school.
  • A boi who went to University his first year and got so poor grades that his family refused to pay for a second year, which would be near repeat.  He had too much freedom and no self control....he returned to live at home a failure with few prospects when master met him.  He now is going to a local 2 year state college getting very good grades and planning to transfer to a 4 year university next year.  He is working, studying and running a local theatre company this summer.
  • A boi who is undertaking a very, very difficult professional engineering degree in Europe, that requires not only very good grades in University but multiple  country level exams before he is licensed to practice. I think that actually this boi is capable of doing all this on his own, but as his master I make sure that his slave training does not ever interfere with his life goals.  It is a promise and commitment I made to him and continue to honor, no matter how sexy he is.  He recently passed with high marks all his "federal" exams, with one remaining.....and he knows without a question that his master is very, very proud of him.
  • and so it goes and will go....those slaves who are not serious about life....should look elsewhere for a master.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

-boi Namless, a cunt pain pig who can't hold cum.

I had disobeyed master weeks ago and was sorry so told him that I had repented and wanted another chance. I told him I was so sorry I had failed :(.

 I begged master to abuse me and test me once again. He inspected me, named me a slave pig and asked me to go to my  home and strip with the toys before me before 15 minutes elapsed. I reported with a deadline of 15 minutes to reach my home; failing which I would have had dire consequences.

I reported with a tank shirt, trousers and a boxers. The toys were eggplant, pegs, rope, belts, paper pegs, and a toothbrush. SIR ordered me to strip topless and abused my nipples with belt whips. Then he ordered me to use brush on them and make them red.

Later he pegged them and made me pull them till they came off without opening them. My tits were sufficiently sore and my dick was rock hard. Master realised it and started abusing my dick and balls together and separately with whip lashes and heavy punches.

He then made me drip hot candle wax on my nipples and cock and balls....the wax burned when it hit, but was also erotic for me as I love and need pain.
Nameless tight ass

 Then he made me fuck my ass with a long and narrow eggplant with a condom on it, over and over as I was also told to wank to edge and hold my cum. Then he had me go faster and harder...I thought the eggplant would just bust inside me...I was so horny and hot it was almost unbearable...I wanted to cum so badly....but he wouldn't let me.

Later, I requested master if another slave could join the conversation and as a fool I tried to accommodate a slave who requested to get abused online. I failed my master as the slut didn't turn up.

So I honestly requested master to abuse me and punish me for my wrong doing. Master then punched my balls hard. After each of these activities I wanked to edge. Prior to this, I have not been trained in holding my cum by edging at all!  I was worried about satisfying master and after 6 times of edging, I couldn't predict when I was going to cum and so as I wanked, I came.

Master was very angry and ordered me to humiliate myself by showing up naked before an open window facing the street, wiping my cum from my cock on the glass and then ordered me to kneel in a corner hands up behind my head for what seemed like hours , but was only 5 minutes.

 I thought about how I had been a douche bag and apologised. SIR asked me if I wanted to write about it and I humbly said that am not worthy. Master said that I am a worthless pain cunt and so I can write like one and here goes my post.

Ever apologising pain slut,

-boi nameless