This boi can't believe that he has been owned by Master for over a month now! What started out as a bit of curiosity has turned into something MUCH more.
Now, if I go a day without training with Master, I feel incomplete. It's been hard being at home for the holidays, because I am not able to train with Master as much as I am when I'm at school, but it has made me appreciate Master that much more!
|Boi's Recent Dream|
I have been dreaming about my master taking me to his basement and then inviting his friends to join in with him in training me harder and harder. I would give my all for him. I want him to be proud of me. I trust him completely.
Recently, I've been having difficulty controlling my cum for as long as Master wants me to. Not just in days but Master makes me edge over and over, some times for 60 minutes....by then I am just a mess, the desire to cum is so overpowering. But I am not allowed to cum unless he tells me to: "CUM Bitch" (or something like that). Now I love it when he calls me bitch or fag or cunt...is that weird?
Most of the time, if I cum early, I just lose it. Even if I have let go of my cock and stopped jacking, it just pumps out on its own and Master is very upset with me. Of course, he knows how turned on I am by him and especially when I am stimulated by something else while I am jacking to edge.
|Boi Music Edging|
Master then punishes me by making me get fully naked on my knees and crawl to a corner of my room with my hands locked behind my head for at least five minutes - which sounds short, but feels like FOREVER. It gives me time to think about my shortcomings and how I can fix them. So far Master always manages to forgive me, I guess cause he loves me and knows that I am trying hard to please him. But that is not all I can expect for punishment, the next time we train he will make me spank my balls as many times as he wants to make his point, that I have to learn control and soon!
|boi Music messes up--Again|
I was so impressed at how well boi Nathos held his cum until Master allowed him to shoot a huge load all over the floor (then lick it up, of course!). Later that night, boi Nathos and other slaves gave me a couple of tips how to control my urge to cum, which I am now practicing. I'm so grateful to learn from both Master and fellow slaves!
But I didn't! Master then made me play with my hole as I jacked, which felt AMAZING. I almost lost it, but I kept thinking about pleasing my Master and controlled myself. Two hours later, Master was satisfied I had finally learned and so proud of his boi!
|Happy Boi, Finally I made It|
That was the best feeling of all! Knowing that I pleased my Master felt better than anything in the world! I think that's what people need to understand - this is much more than something sexual.
Being a slave to a Master is a relationship unlike any other, and until you're a slave, I don't think you'll ever fully understand what it's about. So what are you waiting for? Submit yourself ! You won't regret it!!! :)