It feels like forever since I have felt that I have been in my Master's comforting and controlling arms, but actually it has only been 5 minutes ago.
So the point of this first post is to simply discuss what has recently happened between me and Master for the time that he has been training me.
A few sessions ago we simply talked, he did not order me to do anything and I did not get an erection, at least not physically. We discussed life, what my plans were and how I have been trying to make up for past mistakes...mentally I felt good about it.
But, tonight, just a few moments ago, I was physically satisfied. True to form, master started off by discussing life since we had last spoke. Then abruptly he ordered me to strip, which I did gladly. Next I had to get hard, which Master made super easy by ordering me to tweak my nipples and rub through my shorts. I was hard in a matter of seconds!
He then ordered me to put a peg on each nipple. Then another one attached to that until I had a train of about 4 clothespins on each nipple. At this point Master knew I was harder than a rock. He ordered me to jack to edge. In previous two physical sessions, I came uncontrollably prior to having been given permission, as it was too exciting and I had such lousy control. How embarrassing is that! I felt like a failure for days after.
But back to this session, after swinging the train of pegs and edging several times I was told to put another peg on the one attached to my chest, except this one was supposed to squeeze the one on my chest even tighter. I then was ordered to use my fingers to squeeze them even harder ten times and then jacked to edge...my slave cock just jumped with each massive squeeze and precuming like mad. I was next told to put my hands into a fist above my head, then swung down several times in to my cock and balls. This was repeated several times, with direct hits.
All this time I had remained hard, and had not cum. This in itself was exciting for me, because the past few times I was unable to control it and came too early, which caused me shame even though Master was going to let me cum, as he would tell me later...but I still was disappointed that I must have the worst control of any of his slaves.
Finally, I was then told to get on my bed on my back, and so I did. At this point I was simply naked, without pegs. I was told to jack to edge several more times and had to smack my balls a number of times.
The most exciting part of this session for me, however, was that I did not cum before being ordered to.....I held on...over and over.....finally Master told me I could jack off and cum. I must say that it felt better than any of the other times I had cum in my whole life and I was finally one proud slave boi and felt I finally deserved to be his.